Find your way out if you feel assed. That is it.

Monday, March 26, 2007

Colorgenics

You are trying to establish yourself and make an impact despite the fact that everything around you seems to be against you - putting up barriers, but don't be unduly concerned: you have the right ideas and come what may, they will soon be manifested and appreciated

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.

Everything seems to have gone wrong and the situation at this time is such that you are not quite sure which way to turn. So it would appear that you are 'holding back', re-consolidating your position and relinquishing all fun and games for the time being.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You need to be respected as an exceptional individual. This is the only way that you can hope to achieve the status that you wish to achieve. You set yourself very high standards - and come what may - you abide by them.

Absobloodylutely accurate. Madness.

"Faaaaaahed" @ 12:00 AM

Monday, March 12, 2007

Okay somebody told me to update this boring piece of green thing. I love holidays! And this holiday has been really a sinful one for me. Endless of shopping sprees that'd been burning a hole in my pocket. I reckoned i've spent more than a thousand bucks in a month. It's crazy. But i really had fun! I really really needed this break though i cant stand being at home doing nothing.

I've mentioned abt this job previously, but it's been hanging and there's no news abt it. We've already went for two interviews and it sounded so hopeful that i thought we'll be called down for training any moment. Dang. It sucks to feel hopeful one moment and slowly ur confidence just slips away.

I don't know what im talking abt actually. I think there's a problem with my language.

T___________T

Anyway, i really had so much fun working in the IT Show! My booth was in level 6, so the crowd wasn't as crazy as the one in level 4. Basically, the people in my booth are really friendly, we just talked, crapped, slacked every single day. High chances that i'll probably work there again, they always use the same people for IT fairs.

Mls told me that the mac book is now selling at only 2200 bucks and i went like, "that's freaking cheap la.. yada yada yada yadaaaaaa." But what i really want to say was,

"Nabeh, damn fucking cheap can!!!!" (I wanted to buy a mac initially but thought it will be more expensive and difficult to use. How do i know that almost every single program we're using now are mac programs?! My stupid Acer cost fucking $2900 and my sis is still paying the stupid installments!!! Not to mention that the internet connection is still screwed after two months. Faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarked up. Grr.)

But you'll never hear that from me la. Very crude and i have an image to maintain. Haha!

AHHHHHHHHHH. Damn random la, i really dont know what else to blog anymore. I need somebody to help me do a blogskin becos im lazy to do one myself, and most importantly i suck at HTML. I've even gotten a new address ready.

www.mini-miss-animated.blogspot.com
Yea whatever, the add sounds damn act cute la, but i dont care. I dont care!!! Wanted to use mini-green-monster or whatever crap but it somehow reminds me of Shrek and i really dont want people to associate me with Shrek..

Somebody help me do blogskin laaaaaaaa! Im damn broke now, but i'll treat you to uh.. erm.. ehhhhhhhhhh,

ice cream at Macdonalds :)

Labels: random

"Faaaaaahed" @ 6:14 AM

Friday, March 02, 2007

Yaaaaaaay!

This has been a happy week. Except for the depletion of weight in my wallet. ):

Hoorays to Evelyn! Hopefully i'll be able to join you in school next year :)

Hoorays to Marlene! We've got a jobbbb nooow!!! :)

Hoorays to myself! So far everything has been going well :)

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1- I dont think we deserve second-class treatment so we're going to turn a blind eye to whatever crapshit attitude you have.

2- It really take some time to realise that some 'friends' are not really friends.

3- Some people just dont reflect.

4- Over-protected people turned juvenile and opinionated.

Sigh.

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Overall, these craps are not enough to get me down. So, im still happy :)

"Faaaaaahed" @ 5:17 PM